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Tuesday, December 24th, 2002
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Angel and I went to the mall. Woot.
Cigarette tyme.
Angel: Dude, gotta cig?
Dude: -Reaches into his pocket.-
Angel: Wait, is it menthol?
Dude: -Nod.-
Angel: e.e; Nevermind.
Me: e.e;; Beggers can't be choosers.
Angel: Stfu. -Goes on talking to the guy about how much she despises menthol cigarettes.-
Hot Topic.
Us: -Leaving.-
Lady: Have a good night. :D
Me: Okay, yeah, you too. =^-^= -Smacks her foot into the glass window.- AH, FUCK. YOU JINXED ME, YOU CURSED BEAST! YEAH, WHAT A GOOD NIGHT, LADY.
Angel: .. o_o;
I made a new friend tonight. The clown guy at Tilt. <3 You know.. where you sit there, and shoot the clown's teeth down with those balls. The second one. I talked to him about boyfriends.
Zelda.
Me: Dude, I wanna see Alex. I mean, this is worse than wanting to be trapped in a Zelda game. ._.;
Angel: Well, I never wanted to be trapped in a Zelda game.. so I wouldn't understand.
Me: Well.. it's like.. being extremely horny, tied up, no way to please yourself.. and no one to help.
Angel: OH, GOD! THE PAIN! YOU POOR, POOR THING! -CLING.-
Friendlys.
Us: -Eating.-
Baby: -Giggle. Other random things.-
Angel: I just want it killed to shut it up..
Me: It makes me wanna go "awww". :D!!
Baby: -SCREAM.-
Me: Okay, now it can die and shut up. Or I'll gouge it's eyes out with my spoon of doom.
And I'm TIRED OF A CERTAIN SOMEBODY ALWAYS TRYING TO GET FUCKING HEAD FROM ME. PLEASE STOP SHOVING YOUR DICK ON MY LIPS AND SAYING "HE" WANTS TO BE MADE OUT WITH. THANKS. I DON'T THINK I SHOULD GO OVER YOUR HOUSE AGAIN.. e.e; That's a good idea, considering the fact that you do all of those sexual things to me and make me cry all of the fucking time. Just because no one loves me doesn't mean you can take advantage.
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Wednesday, December 18th, 2002
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Okay, first order of business. Lindsay? Yeah. FUCK YOU. GO TO HELL.
.. Little prick. Anyway. e.e; Bitch. Last night I went to counseling. I now realize that I HATE my fucking family therapist. The stupid bitch TRIED TO PUT ME INTO SHEPPARD PRATT. I FUCKING HATE HER. And my Mom agreed to put me in.. it took me hours of crying and screaming and begging for her to change her mind and my Lori helped a lot too. Since she's been there before she tried to explain to my Mom that they can't help us. Only we can.
Lindsay, you gotta understand, he wasn't a complete monster. There was another side to him that not too many people saw. Fuck me? Fuck you.
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Monday, December 16th, 2002
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.. and I can't help but cry.
I miss him so fucking much.
Eh.. cut five times yesterday. Wo0+! :D
I'm still sending him a Christmas present and mail.
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Sunday, December 8th, 2002
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Not much to say..
I went over Bruce's early this morning. Bruce and I headed out toward Randy's and we met up with John and Rob on the way. We threw snowballs at each other.. and John and Rob found a bag of fresh doritos on the ground o_o Almost full. They ate them. Anyway.. we finally made it to Randy's. I wanna hang out with him more. I found out that he used to like me.. then we all went downstairs to play his video games. I got tired of it and played Zoo Tycoon, then we went outside to this.. school. We melted GI Joes and Randy pissed in a plastic bag. XD Ohh.. I gotta send in pictures of the GI Joes I melted **; They're so delicious and distorted. We lit off a fire cracker then ran away. :B A little kid picked up the bag of piss.
Bruce got soo jealous when Randy and I were cuddling. He was like. ".. ._." The whole time and he almost cried. Randy kissed me on my forehead. nn;
I miss Brent.. so much. I've been staring at his screen name for hours tonight. I wonder if he knows that I miss him. I want to IM him but I don't have the balls. I feel like I just annoy him.
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Thursday, December 5th, 2002
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Oh.. my God..
I'm a slut.. I can't believe what I did.
I just want to sit in the shower and let the water drain over me forever. I hate myself. I hate what I did. I hate myself for not saying no. I can't say it. It's not easy for me. I'm unclead. I'm trash. I feel so filthy.
Eh.. by the way, I heard that you can get AIDs from saliva. I'm got an AIDs test.. I just need to call in for the results. They should be ready.
Stupid, filthy, piece of shit.. -Stares outside of her window at the snow falling.-
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Friday, November 15th, 2002
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I HATE FRENCH. HATE. HATE HATE HATE. GAY PROJECTS. RRRR.
We have to make some.. French calender. French holidays and all. It was due yesterday, but I'm doing it right now. Only one letter grade will be dropped off. >_>;; Heheheh. Let's see.. nothing interesting happened today. I'm gonna start writing my wishlist soon. Well, not really a wishlist, but things I need to get before/near Christmas. I don't know why I make so many lists. It's just.. a thing for me. It makes me feel more organized or something.
.. In other news! *SOMEONE* popped a boner when I was hugging him today. O_O;;; I was all &%@*!%(*^!(*!%)@&$@.. oh dear. Oh.. and I'm getting a CHINCHILLA! God they are so cute. I'm working on a website too. And Bruce has a friend that has a pure bred or half bred wolf >] They're going to breed her with another wolf.. guess who might be getting a puppy! Moi! That's right, ho.
Tomorrow night I'm probably going to Skateland with Sierra, Bonhot, Bruce, Amanda, Boomer.. and whoever. Prepville USA. But hey.. I might get to see Ed there. He's all sad and shit because I hate him now and he still likes me. Time to hold hands with Bruce. :D
I'm gonna go finish this project. I'm tired.
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Sunday, November 10th, 2002
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| Time: | 11:34 am. |
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>_< FUCK YOU AND YOU AND YOU AND.. YES. EVEN YOU. YOU THERE IN THE SECOND ROW. ALL OF THE WAY TO THE RIGHT. YES. FUCK YOU.
My Mom is a whorebag slut. e_e; Fuckin'.. RRRR.
Brent was in my dream last night. I forgot what it was all about.. but he was in it. I think he went to my lunch period.
I'm spending more and more time with Bruce every day. Last night my Mom picked me up at 12:30 at night from his house.. and the day before that I think it was 11:00? And almost every day after school I go to his house and stay there for as long as possible. I hardly even get on the computer anymore. In the past week.. I've probably been on for a total of four hours. It's so weird.. I just don't even care. I don't care about getting online anymore. Not that much anyway. No one on here is worth talking to anymore. u.u; Well.. some of you are. But yeah. Not too many people. Yesterday.. Bruce told me he loved me. I was like.. fuckin' woah. I felt sick yesterday so I took a nap while we were watching TV. ._. Dude. He held my hand the whole time I was asleep. That's the sweetest thing ever. He cried yesterday when I was mad at him. He hit his sister really hard. He's so fucking violent with her.. and it scares the fuck out of me. So I hit him and sat away from him for a long ass time. Then he asked me if we could go down to the basement because he wanted to talk to me. I said okay.
He said that he was sorry and he didn't want me to be afraid with him. I talked to him about it for a while then we were both quiet. His face was turned away from me and I was hugging him because I knew he felt bad.. then I heard some sniffling and he rubbed his eyes. I turned his face toward me and he was crying. ._. I felt so bad. After a while of silence.. he turned to me and said. "God, I feel so weird." I asked him why and he kept saying "Nothing". I kept asking him to tell me and he said "I know it sounds so weird. You'll probably think I'm retarded or something.. but I love you." I didn't know how to respond to that, so I didn't.
I'm going over there again today.. o_o so bye. I'm gonna start updating this more. Oh, and I'm gonna RP again. :D Any ideas for a Zelda screen name?
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Tuesday, October 29th, 2002
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Dear Angel,
So, I heard you talk to Dan. God.. I hope you don't do to him what you did to all of your other fucking "friends", er, boyfriend. You fucking slut. If you want to say something to me, I'd rather you say it to my fucking face. The only reason why I'm not saying this shit directly to you is because you told me to never fucking talk to you again.
Her email:
ajumpn2thedark: megan told me not to waste my time around you
Really now? You know what. I do every fucking thing I can possibly conceive of to make you happy. And you think I get pleasure out of it? You call me a slut. lol. Me? You have Brent, you want Ed, you want Mike, you love Alex, you like Jordan. And you have your thumb shoved up your ass because I can have Jordan and you think you can't. You aren't a slut but you crave attention. Poor Megan. Aw. I'm sorry Megan, here, have MY FUCKING HEART. I DON'T FUCKING THINK SO. FUCK YOU. OH AND DON'T WASTE YOUR TIME ON ME? ME? LOL. THAT'S A FUCKING JOKE. YOU ARE A FUCKING TRIP. YOU STUPID FUCKING BITCH. LET ME SEE YOU. YOU LIE TO EVERYBODY. EVERYBODY. YOU STRETCH THE TRUTH SO YOU GET ATTENTION. WELL DON'T TRY TO GET ATTENTION FROM ME ANYMORE. YOU SELFISH BACKSTABBING CUNT. GO GET YOUR STUPID FAT ASS FAGGOT BOYFRIEND AND CHOKE ON HIS FUCKING DICK.
Our IM:
Burboun Chicken: OKAY BITCH. BEFORE YOU START BITCHING AT ME YOU BETTER GET THE FUCKING STORY STRAIGHT
Burboun Chicken: ONE, I NEVER FUCKING SAID THAT
Burboun Chicken: HE MAY HAVE TOOK WHAT I SAID THE WRONG WAY
Burboun Chicken: TWO, YOU STUPID FUCKING WHORE, I'M NOT LIKE YOU. I DON'T WANT TEN DIFFERENT FUCKING PEOPLE AT A TIME
sugrluva69: You always say shit like that about me
Burboun Chicken: I DON'T WANT ED, I DON'T WANT MIKE, I DON'T EVEN WANT ALEX
Burboun Chicken: FUCK. YOU
sugrluva69: Yes you do
Burboun Chicken: HE THINKS YOU'RE MESSING WITH HIM
sugrluva69: and you use people
Burboun Chicken: I DO NOT USE PEOPLE AND I DO NOT FUCKING WANT THEM
Burboun Chicken: I WANT BRENT. I LOVE HIM. NO ONE ELSE
Burboun Chicken: SO, YOU LITTLE CUNTRAG, YOU CAN GO SHOVE YOUR FUCKING FUCK BUDDY FROM HOMECOMING UP YOUR STRETCHED OUT LITTLE SHIT STAINED ASS
sugrluva69: what fuck buddy? lol
Burboun Chicken: "I COULDA BEEN FUCKED. HURRR"
sugrluva69: my cousin took me o.o
Burboun Chicken: You sai dyou could have been fucked
sugrluva69: ajumpn2thedark: no i dont think ur messing with me
ajumpn2thedark: why are u?
ajumpn2thedark: she told me u were
Burboun Chicken: AND I DONT WANT JORDAN
Burboun Chicken: SO FUCK YOU
Burboun Chicken: I DONT EVEN KNOW HIM
Burboun Chicken: GET YOUR FUCKING HEAD OUT OF YOUR FUCKING ASS AND COME BACK TO FUCKING EARTH
Burboun Chicken: AND I DID NOT SAY THAT TO HIM
Burboun Chicken: HE SAID THAT YOU WANT HIM FOR DICK
sugrluva69: ajumpn2thedark: thats nto true
ajumpn2thedark: SHE siad u want me for dick
Burboun Chicken: WTF
Burboun Chicken: Whatever, I'm not wasting my fucking time on your half brained asses
Burboun Chicken: Both of you are fucking retarded, and I'm sick of you
sugrluva69: I'm half brained?
sugrluva69: and I'm retarded?
sugrluva69: Analyze yourself before you talk about me
Burboun Chicken: Analyze MYSELF? For one, I am NOT fucking retarded. I may be more fucking intelligent than you are
sugrluva69: Go take your pety insecurities out on someone who cares
Burboun Chicken: Fucking hypocrite. You come crying to me about that fucking fatass whale that "took" your man. You let him go
Burboun Chicken: And he doesn't fucking love you. Let it go. It's fucking pathetic
Burboun Chicken: He said you were probably using him for dick, and I say that may be true, BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT YOU DO BEST. And I'm referring to Jordan
sugrluva69: Did I studder?
Burboun Chicken: Block me then, you inconsiderate WHORE. Don't you DARE fucking call me. I could care fucking less about you. Don't come crawling back to me in a fucking week acting like everything is okay like you usually do. Pft. Acting like I always come to you when I'm upset. You do exactly the same fucking thing. You fucking crazy ass nigger.
That is so fucking stupid. What the hell is wrong with her? She has her head so far shoved up her ass. Further than her little fucking vibrator. I don't even know how she could get off that. I mean, she's probably so stretched out. AND IF I'M SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON, WHY DID YOU WANT TO SLEEP WITH ME? HM? HOW COME? BECAUSE YOU'RE A FUCKING DIRTY SLUT THAT LOVES ONE NIGHT STANDS. THAT'S RIGHT BITCH, IF YOU WANT TO TALK TO ME ABOUT IT, GO AHEAD. YOU THINK THAT EVERY FUCKING GUY WANTS YOU AND YOU'RE FUCKING WRONG. You act like all I do is fucking go to you with my fucking problems. You came to me too. What the hell is wrong with you? I was a bad friend to you? Well maybe you didn't deserve it. You don't show me any fucking respect. You're so fucking hilarious. I don't know whether to cry for you or laugh in your fucking face. I still remember that one night when me and your little fucking boyfriend were on the phone. You made me get off because you wanted to have phone sex with him. How disrespectful is that? I'm going to fool Dan? Fuck no. I will tell him exactly what I think about him. I only talk shit about people when they deserve it. I don't fucking lie and manipulate them. And you better not fuck with Dan. He doesn't deserve that. You aren't worthy enough to talk to him, but if he wants to talk to you, okay. You have some good qualities, but your bad ones outweigh them.
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Sunday, October 27th, 2002
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loveisfake105: hi...why do you hate me so much?
Januarys Mistake: What do you mean?
loveisfake105: y do you hate me??
Januarys Mistake: Who said I hate you?
loveisfake105: lots of ppl
Januarys Mistake: Like?
loveisfake105: don't worry about that
Januarys Mistake: Well you don't have to worry about if I like you or not. I'm no one important and I don't live near you
loveisfake105: yea you are and i dont kare where you live
Januarys Mistake: Well I'm sorry, but if Brent has/had a crush on you, you go under my bad peoplel list
Januarys Mistake: people*
loveisfake105: why?
loveisfake105: thats a lil selfish don't cha think??
Januarys Mistake: Okay
Januarys Mistake: I don't want to talk to you
Januarys Mistake: Byyyye
loveisfake105: fuck you
loveisfake105: bye
I wish I could say it to you. Janice, I'm going to fucking kill you one day. I swear to God I will. I hate you. I hate your Mother for bringing you into this world. I hate your Grandmother for bringing your Mother into this world to bear some fucking little offspring such as you. I hate you. I hate Brent for loving you. I hate love. I hate everything. Fuck everything. Fuck everyone. I'll meet you in Hell one day.
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Monday, October 21st, 2002
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1 + 1 = 2 x 2 = 4 - 2 = 2 (1+1) = 3 - 2 = 1¹º
1 + 1. One male + One female = a pair, couple, relationship. = two couples parenting of offspring together. resulting in 4 which is superior to the beginning two in age. minus two resulting in the same number as the 1 + 1. One male + One Female. Then there's the chance none of it will work out. Which's the one vs. one or (1+1) you see. Meaning out of a hundred there's only a 3% chance whatever emotional connection there is between them will ever last. Ultimately even if they're not meant to last, they produce a hybrid child. After all every child these days is a hybrid. Because everyone has so many backgrounds.. We're like.. Combining still and coming out way different then our parents before us. Also we posess more potential than anyone in the past because we are a part of evolution. Which's a natural flow of things and one of the few God gave us to explain a damn thing so he doesn't have to bother with us.
It's the meaning of life. Meaningless reproduction. But you see.. there really is no meaning if it's meaningless. Meaningless.. 1 : having no meaning; especially : lacking any significance. Meaningless.. no meaning. So.. yeah. There's no meaning. So that isn't a meaning. That means that there is no meaning to life. We're here to live and die. We have no purpose but to fulfil our own needs.
Kevin and I had a huge debate about it.. and there's our conclusion.
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Sunday, October 20th, 2002
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Last night was hella fun.
Angel and I went to the mall. :D Wanna see my away message for it?
Yes.. I'm being a mallrat tonight. I'm probably in the back of a red pick up truck being raped in the ass by a six year old fat black boy named Jim Bob Joe. He's probably wearing pink socks too. Next on the agenda is a midnight coke a thon. That would be crack cocaine. But in reality.. I'm probably just walking around the mall. Angel's going to find me a.. caring.. sweet.. trustworthy guy. PFFT. That's like saying Opera will get braces. I'll be back around 9 - 9:30.
Well.. we found some neato people, but no caring, sweet, trustworthy guys. The only guys that would be like that got kicked out of the mall. We met them at Tilt, the arcade. I love that place. We talked to them for a while, then followed them to Friendly's where they painted their faces like ICP. Then the manager came along and kicked them out of the mall. We tried to follow them so Angel could get their numbers.. but we lost them. So much for that. :/
THEN.. we stopped by a cell phone both type place. Angel met a.. what she would call.. cute guy. Then she talked to the owner of the booth. He was fat and his name was Brent. I started whining uncontrollably so she took me away from there. Next! We went to Spencers. Angel bought a nine cat tails whip and I spanked her with it for the rest of the night. She bought some chocolate flavored stuff too. I wanted to buy lubricant, but I'd have no place to hide it. That store is nifty. Angel asked some army men in suits if she should get the whip or the paddle. I think she needs to be fixed. Then she tried to get her friend from school that was there to like me.. but yeah. That failed. Not that I care. He put on fake breasts and I felt him up. We also met some crack head midgets at the mall. I think they're just thirteen year olds that need ritalin though. We saw them later that night and they called me a whore. So I ran after them with Angel's whip. People can't think I run in the pants I wear.. heh.
We went to Pandora's Cube to look at anime stuff.. but Angel kicked me out of there quickly. Then she went outside to smoke a cigarette. I met a "slow" guy and I talked to him about how much cigarettes suck. He agrees. Angel kept making fun of him and his friend. She's a fucking bitch sometimes. Yeah.. so we went to Tilt again and watched this guy dance. He's really good. I want him to dance in my bedroom so I can throw pennies at him when I have nothing else to do.
We went outside again. We met three doods. They were neato. -Nod.- I was sad that they didn't stay to talk to us.
OH. AND I HAD A BAD DREAM. I was in this chatroom.. and Brent was being a total man slut. He was talking about how hot Ryoko was and how much he wanted to fuck her and he totally ignored me. Then he started saying shit about me. :D Then he talked about Janice. And yeah. He was being really fucking ignorant. And I thought it really happened.. so I was all fucking pumped up to bitch smack him.. until I remembered that it was a dream.
I'm going to start writing in this again. My life is so interesting.
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Friday, October 4th, 2002
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I'm so.. fucking.. I don't know.
I know that I haven't been writing in my journal that much, but I've been too depressed to. Well, anyway.. I might be writing even less now because I'll most likely be grounded after today for my interim report. Three Es and one A. Heh. I knew I was fucking retarded.
Today's supposed to be my last day.. but guess who's not on to talk to? -Nod.- Yeah.. him. -Rolls her eyes.- He has a friend over. He knew today was supposed to be my last day on, but like he gives a fuck.
You can IM me if I'm on, but I probably wont be. Even if you don't see me on, and you actually care about what happens to me, you might want to check back here once in a while to see what's going on. If I'm over someone's house or something I can type up a few things.
.. Update on the opposite sex! :D The guy in my homeroom asked if I had a boyfriend, and everyone I talked to says that means that he likes me. And'm. Steve told me that this one dood thinks I'm cute. nn; <3 I feel loved. <3333 @ those guys.
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Monday, September 30th, 2002
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I want to fucking listen to MC Hammer. e.e; I just have this sudden urge to.
Do you ever wonder how it would feel to ride a bike naked? I do.
::Nibbles on cheez its.:: Why are you still here?
OH! You're interested? Mm'kay.
Well, it's been a while since I wrote an actual journal entry. Lately it's been filled with two sentence bitching and conversations. So. Yeah. Sorry. I'm such a busy little bit-- er, beaver right now. I'm currently dancing around the dining room in a towel [ I just got out of the shower ], listening to Placebo, screaming "I LOVE KEVIN", and.. yeah. I'M SUPPOSED TO BE DOING ARTWORK RIGHT NOW, BUT I'M NOT, SO I'MMA FAIL! I miss James. I miss Talbolt. I miss art class. James is a SWELL little guy. He always gives me candy. Good boy. Seeing him and Talbolt is the only reason why I wake up now, I think.
OH, AND YOU, MISS BITCH ANGEL, I THOUGHT I TOLD YOU TO NEVER CALL MY FUCKING HOUSE AGAIN? YES I DID. SO DON'T. STOP. I. DON'T. LIKE. YOU.
I'm very confused. I'm sad. I'm angry. I'm frustrated. I don't like feeling this way. But seeing how everything is always my fault, I have to feel this way. Life is fucking shit right now. I wish Justin would go away. He's getting on my nerves. "I lurrrrrve you. You're my baby." He's only known me for about.. a week? Something like that. He's so obsessive. He'd be good with Ange-- DING. Idea.. Let's play cupid. Christ dood. Listen to this..
Justin: how much easier i'd sleep tonight if i had you in my arms
Me: Awww.
Justin: i'd wake you up by running my hands up and down your body and giving you kisses until you return to full consciousness
Me: You're so sweet
Justin: only for you.
Justin: because you're the one i love.
Pfft. Uh huh. I believe that. Angel and him would be perfect for each other though.
OH, AND DUDE, ALEX TOLD ME HE LOVES ME. We might get together this weekend and watch Perfect Blue. <3 The best part is when they show the dead dude in the elevator with his eyes gouged out. ::Orgasm.:: He loves when I act like a kitty. >>;
BUTTTTT.. we musn't forget! Thaaaat I love the man who drove a knife into my heart.. over and over and over again! :D Hi Brent.
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Talon Anchors: are you and Brent back together?
Burboun Chicken: Why do you ask? oo;
Talon Anchors: i dunno o.o
Burboun Chicken: Sort of. I'm having second thoughts about it thugh
Burboun Chicken: Or um, third
Talon Anchors: oh
Talon Anchors: well, if you have him, why do you care if i love Amber more? if i did
Burboun Chicken: Because ..; I do
Talon Anchors: youd be better off with him anyway
Burboun Chicken: I don't think so. Maybe if he doesn't hurt me again, but I don't know. Does he talk to you about me?
Talon Anchors: he did on Friday
Burboun Chicken: What did he say?
Talon Anchors: that you took him back
Burboun Chicken: Then I emailed him and told him I didn't know if I could xx; Then we talked, and I like, basically cussed him out for yelling at me
Talon Anchors: oh...
Talon Anchors: well, i just want you two too be happy
Burboun Chicken: He said that I was just fucking with his emotions now, and the shit just hit the fan ee; WHAT THE FUCK HAS BEEN DOING TO ME FOR SO LONG?
Burboun Chicken: I want to be happy too, but I'm not
Talon Anchors: whyd you take him back orignally then?
Burboun Chicken: Sometimes I feel like he's being sincere, then I just think about it all and it frustrates me
Talon Anchors: well, usually i say go with your gut instinct...
Talon Anchors: not to second guess
Talon Anchors: but, i also usually give that when i train my friends in video games...so not too sure how it works in this situation
Burboun Chicken: Lol x.x
Talon Anchors: then i balst them to Hell >>;
Talon Anchors: i wont be on for like a month in the summer o_o
Burboun Chicken: ..;
Burboun Chicken: I wont be on at all probably over Christmas break
Talon Anchors: when im on that trip..
Talon Anchors: why?
Burboun Chicken: Brent's x.x If we're still together then
Talon Anchors: oh
Talon Anchors: ill send e-mail
Talon Anchors: we'll activate my palm, and send mail from it
Burboun Chicken: Mm'kay :D
Talon Anchors: and ill most likely see atleast Shar or Amber, so i could have them send something to people or something...
Burboun Chicken: SEE SHAR ^^
Talon Anchors: shes probably more likely if only one
Talon Anchors: we'll be in Cali for like ever
Talon Anchors: and Amber
Talon Anchors: 's parents dont want her to meet people online i dun think*
Talon Anchors: godamn keyboard
Talon Anchors: i hate this pc...
Burboun Chicken: Good nn;
Talon Anchors: me and Shar had a date we said wed go on when we meet o_x;
Talon Anchors: i wonder if we really will...
Burboun Chicken: -Cries.- ..;
Talon Anchors: what?
Talon Anchors: you dun even know what it consists of x.o
Talon Anchors: plus, you have Brent -.-
Burboun Chicken: I don't HAVE him. He's like.. e.e; I can't explain it. Sort of gone from me. He lost my trust
Talon Anchors: i dunno if you want to know our date...
Talon Anchors: well....you might have him
SO.. Janice was dumped.. and now I bet Brent'll go after her!! :D!
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Saturday, September 28th, 2002
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OKAY, SLUT. TAKE AWAY MY ALEX. YOU FUCKING WHORE. YOU'LL PAY. YOU TAKE AWAY ANYONE WHO IS DEAR TO ME. AND YOU KNOW WHAT BRENT? FUCK YOU TOO.
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Friday, September 20th, 2002
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I've got people to talk to. James, Bolt, and Cherie. I've known Cherie for quite a while though. Maybe a few years. I haven't talked to Steve in a few days.
Oh! This chick dropped her Gir pin, and I took it! :D
Me and Dood: -Talking.-
Other Dude: HEY. YOU TWO SHOULD GO OUT. :B
Me: No. oo;
Other Dude: Why?
Me: He wouldn't go out with me. I'm too ugly.
Other Dude: Oh, so you do like him..
Me: No. I don't even know him. ee;
Other Dude: But if you knew him would you like him?
Me: I don't know. I'd have to get to know him. o_o
Other Dude: HEY! DUDE! SHE'D GO OUT WITH YOU IF SHE GOT TO KNEW YOU!
Dude: .. o_o
I think this dood in my homeroom likes me. >>; He's cute. Really cute. And sweet! He loves Gir!
James shares his Snickers bar with me every day now. *-* He's so sweet.
Math class!
Girl: WOW. THIS CLASS GETS EASIER EVERY YEAR! :D [ She's been in there for three years.. ]
Mr. H: Where's ___ [ <-- Insert name here ]?
Girl: He gets morning sickness a lot, so he misses a lot of school.
Mr. H: Is he pregnant? oo;
Some Dude: In Patapsco, anything's possible! :D
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Tuesday, September 17th, 2002
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I didn't have a very good day.
Le'see.. I teared up in English, cried in Math, then cried in art! WE ALL KNOW WHY I CRIED. URHURR. .. Oh! And I cried on the way home.
How stupid can people be? ._.;
Mr. H: We don't have another day off besides the weekend until Thanksgiving..
Dude: F'real!? o_o;
Mr. H: .. F'real.
Another Dude: ^^ Thanksgiving is in November! :D
SMAAT BOY. VERREH SMAAT BOY!
Lookit what I drew in art!
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Sunday, September 15th, 2002
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Earlier I IM'd Alex, and he didn't respond ee; So I said fine, you never respond to me anyway, bye. 'Cause even when I'm talking to him he stops responding. So'm. Later..
Him: I was sleeping
Me: Okay ._.
Him: So don't fucking assume I was ignoring you...
Me: Fine, I'll go
Me: Even when I'm talking to you you stop responding
Me: So why shouldn't I feel like you're ignoring me?
Him: Didn't you say you were going?
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I'm still staying over my Grandpa's.
.. No one gave me a bed to sleep in.
They always forget about me.
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Friday, September 13th, 2002
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::Sighs.::
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Okay. So. My Mom called the cops on me last night. Why? I refused to come home from my Fathers. My Mom even brought my Aunt Shana up to talk to me. She said that I was being selfish and stupid, and that she wasn't going to do anything for me anymore. And that.. "Your Mother has busted her ass for you. I wouldn't take this shit. I'd drag your ass out of here."
My Mom grabbed me and hurt my arm. Woopeedeeskeefuckin'doo. I know that doesn't seem like a big deal, but it is to me. It scares me.
I'm punished. I didn't go to school today so I'm supposed to be grounded from the internet for a month or so. I'll probably find a way to get around that though. Right now I'm at my Grandpa's and my Grandma Lori is taking care of me. We both have severe depression, so it's easy to talk to her about things.
I just found out that my Dad used to beat my Mom.
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